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  Praise for The Memory of Music

  ‘Andrew Ford’s wide-ranging musical autobiography is a pleasure to read. Accessible, informative and packed with anecdotes, it’s an excellent guide to the life of a composer: what it entails, what matters, and how and why it happened in the first place.’—Steven Isserlis

  ‘I love discovering how people become who they are. Andrew Ford’s book took me into a new world: composition. His insight into how we talk about music and what it brings up for people is fascinating.’—Julia Zemiro

  ‘Andrew Ford is one of the greatest music broadcasters around – and not just in Australia – yet The Memory of Music shows that he is much more than that. What is most striking is the extraordinary honesty in the way that he opens up how a composer really works and thinks, and the detail of a composer’s everyday concerns – the ways that real life impinges on the artistic process. Having spent a lifetime in music myself, this book rings more true than anything else I have read. It’s beautifully written, the prose flows effortlessly, and it’s from the heart.’ —Gavin Bryars

  ALSO BY ANDREW FORD

  Composer to Composer

  Illegal Harmonies

  Undue Noise

  Speaking in Tongues: The Songs of Van Morrison (with Martin Buzacott)

  In Defence of Classical Music

  The Sound of Pictures: Listening to the Movies, from Hitchcock to High Fidelity

  Try Whistling This: Writings About Music

  Earth Dances: Music in Search of the Primitive

  Published by Black Inc.,

  an imprint of Schwartz Publishing Pty Ltd

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  Carlton VIC 3053, Australia

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  Copyright © Andrew Ford 2017

  Andrew Ford asserts his right to be known as the author of this work.

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  No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form by any means electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise without the prior consent of the publishers.

  The National Library of Australia Cataloguing-in-Publication entry:

  Ford, Andrew, 1957– author.

  The memory of music / Andrew Ford.

  9781863959490 (paperback)

  9781925435696 (ebook)

  Ford, Andrew, 1957–. Composers—Australia.

  Music—Social aspects. Music—Philosophy and aesthetics.

  Music—20th century—History and criticism.

  Cover design by Peter Long

  Cover photographs: music box by Fuse/Getty Images;

  portrait courtesy of the author

  Typeset by Tristan Main

  For my family

  CONTENTS

  Introduction: Top of the World

  1. THE MONKEYS OF COLWYN BAY

  2. ‘LIBERA ME’

  3. ‘FREUDE, SCHÖNER GÖTTERFUNKEN’

  4. PERMISSION TO COMPOSE

  5. WORK

  6. STARTING AGAIN

  7. WORDS ABOUT MUSIC

  8. INVENTING MUSIC

  9. THE POINT OF IT

  Acknowledgements

  Chronological selection of pieces by Andrew Ford

  Discography

  ‘In the end you understand music through your memory. You go back to the same thing again and again and experience it differently.’

  —HARRISON BIRTWISTLE

  Introduction

  Top of the World

  When I first met Ted Smith I knew nothing of his past except that he had once had a small reputation as an Al Jolson impersonator in the East End of London. It turned out his larger reputation rested on his association with the Kray twins, London’s captains of organised, violent crime in the 1960s. They called him ‘Mad Teddy’ – he seems to have spent some years in Broadmoor Hospital for the criminally insane – and rumour had it he was Ronnie Kray’s lover. Mind you, he was also supposed to be dead, Reggie Kray having confessed to his murder.

  Yet there he was in Australia in 2004, rugged up and dying of lung cancer, his little apartment full of ‘strange-but-true’ books with an emphasis on conspiracy theories. And he was struggling to do Al Jolson for me, apologising each time his wheezy lungs let him down. Finally, he completed a rendition of the song ‘If I Only Had a Match’, an ironic choice under the circumstances. I suppose that was his last performance. When he got to the end, he gave a small, satisfied smile.

  Then there was the retired postmaster who told me of his love of New Orleans jazz and wept with something like gratitude as he tried to put into words George Lewis’s clarinet solo on ‘Climax Rag’. And there was a six-year-old girl, so excited by Rossini’s overture to William Tell that she could barely contain herself (‘Ooh, yeah!’) as she described the music to me. And a wide-eyed young woman with scars on her arms who spoke of the serenity and hope she found in ‘Gabriel’s Oboe’, part of Ennio Morricone’s music for The Mission.

  I met these people because I’d been commissioned by the Casula Powerhouse, the arts centre in Western Sydney, to create an exhibition called Local Portraits with the photographer Jim Rolon. Jim took photos of our seventy subjects, thirty-five from Robertson, the rural town in the Southern Highlands of New South Wales where we both lived, and thirty-five from the 2168 postcode region near the Powerhouse – suburbs such as Green Valley, Miller, Sadleir and Cartwright. The idea was to show the differences and similarities between people living in the two locales. We chose subjects of all ages and from the widest range of backgrounds, and to complement Jim’s photographic portraits I created secondary portraits in sound, interviewing each person about their favourite music. My theory was that if I encouraged them to speak about the sound of the music itself, rather than its associations, we might uncover quite personal things.

  I usually began the interview with a general question: what sorts of music do you like? It was deliberately vague, designed, as much as anything, to let the interviewee feel in charge. The answer, invariably, was: ‘Oh, everything!’ Then we started finding examples, gradually narrowing them down to a single choice.

  I was after a short sound bite to go with each photograph, no more than a minute long, and sometimes this was quite easy to achieve – but sometimes it wasn’t. The longest interview lasted well over two hours, an elderly man from Robertson insisting I hear all about his life before he would share any musical enthusiasms with me (it transpired that most of his stories were fabricated). There were some predictable differences between Robertson and the suburbs around Casula, the former yielding more Slim Dusty fans, the latter more lovers of gangsta rap. But the surprising thing was how much common ground emerged when it came to strength of feeling, because it turned out that music, for most of these men, women and children, was very important indeed, sustaining them, encouraging them and restoring them, if only for the duration of a song.

  I don’t suppose anyone knew the full extent of Ted Smith’s demons, but I know, because I witnessed it, that when he put on his Al Jolson voice, all else fell by the wayside. Listening to the recording now, I hear him relishing the nasal tone and flattened Jolson vowels. He pauses to apply the Jolson vibrato and dramatically delays the song’s final cadence. Minutes after his performance he was still wearing that smile of satisfaction, and I would guess the memory of his singing continued to buoy him hours after I’d packed up my recording equipment and left. I imagine it was the same with the young woman with the scars. While ‘Gabriel’s Oboe’ played, she felt somehow safe, and when she remembered the sound – for instance, when she described it to me – she felt safe again. But there’s only so much that music can do to sustain you. I met her in 2006;
I remember telling her I was about to go to Rome to interview Morricone, and that I thought he’d be happy to know how much his music meant to her. But by the time the exhibition opened in 2008, the woman who had drawn hope from ‘Gabriel’s Oboe’ was dead.

  Though I spent only a short while with most of them, these people made a lasting impression on me. One who particularly stands out is Rhonda, an irrepressible woman from a public housing block in Miller. This part of Sydney can seem like a dumping ground. There is a lot of unemployment, a lot of poverty, a lot of mental illness, a lot of crime. Amenities are run-down, vandalism is common and an outsider doesn’t always feel safe, even in broad daylight. Many people would be surprised such places exist in modern Australia, but they do, and people like Rhonda try to turn them into communities.

  Rhonda had taken it upon herself to create a thriving public garden in a courtyard area between blocks of units, and she was the person to whom many of the residents of those blocks poured out their problems. A rumour had started that she kept a large sum of money in her flat. It wasn’t true, but it led to a string of burglaries, some of which occurred when she was at home. The first time I went to see her, she was out and I noticed her front door had recently been dusted for fingerprints. I returned the following week to find her at home and learn that, only the night before, she had gone to her door in response to banging, looked out through the spy-hole and seen a young man with a knife at a child’s throat.

  ‘Open the door,’ he had said, ‘or I’ll cut her.’

  But now here we were, sitting on Rhonda’s sofa and talking about music. And she was laughing and remembering old boyfriends and sharing her enthusiasm for Karen Carpenter’s voice.

  ‘“Top of the World”,’ she said, ‘was a good song always when you were in love. It’s a lighthearted song that makes you feel good, and when you’re feeling good already, it sort of … elates that again. Coming through the generation I came through, there was a lot of yelling and screaming in music, and I didn’t like that. So Karen Carpenter was nice: you could understand what she was singing, it was easy to learn the words, it had a good rhythm to it and you weren’t banging your head against a wall when you were listening. So I guess it’s all to do with romance and love and stuff like that.’

  There’s a lot in what Rhonda told me. Often we choose the music we listen to partly because it isn’t like music to which we have an aversion. That’s also one of the reasons composers compose: to create antidotes, to write the music we would like to hear. And most of us – composers or not – are drawn, like Rhonda, to music we seem to understand, music that speaks to us, that explains itself to us at some level, even if we’re unable to put it into words. That is the music that imprints itself on our memories.

  Ultimately, it is impossible to put music into words. At a technical level, you can be quite precise; you can say, ‘This chord is a diminished seventh’ or ‘That rhythm is a hemiola’. But it’s like stripping down a car engine and labelling the parts. When you are done, you still haven’t explained how a car works, let alone why you might prefer a Mercedes to a Honda. Besides, most of the world neither knows nor cares what a hemiola is (it’s three notes in the time of two, or vice versa).

  All that said, the attempt to talk about music isn’t necessarily futile. Whoever first insisted that ‘Writing about music is like dancing about architecture’ missed the point. In fact, you can dance about architecture. You may not be able, precisely, to convey the Sydney Opera House or the Taj Mahal in your dance, but you can try, and your attempt might be interesting. Talking about music is like that.

  Since 1995, on ABC Radio National, I have attempted each weekend to engage other musicians in conversation about what it is we do. Someone worked out that I have spoken to more than 6000 guests in my time presenting The Music Show, and so you might think I would have it down to a fine art. But, to some degree, we are bound to fail. We aim to fail as interestingly, entertainingly and elegantly as possible, and the best we can hope for is a degree of illumination on the topic at hand – something about the motivation behind making music, about the work involved and how this or that person has approached the task, and perhaps something about the uniqueness of music and why it will not surrender its nature or its meaning to mere words.

  We are told, often by composers and other musicians, that music is a form of communication, and so it is. But ‘communication’ is a twenty-first-century buzzword and its application to music is unfortunate. For as soon as we are agreed that music is about communicating, the question will arise: what is it communicating? There is a perfectly good and true answer to this question, but it doesn’t satisfy many people. The answer is that music is communicating music.

  A play or a novel or a poem may express a point of view. ‘What’s it about?’ we ask someone who’s just been to see a new film. ‘What is it?’ we ask of a painting, and we don’t expect to be told, ‘It’s a painting.’ But these are not questions we apply to music, because a piece of music is the thing itself. Music is not a language. You can’t give someone directions to the shops in it; you can’t translate it. Mozart’s string quintet in C minor is about Mozart’s string quintet in C minor.

  Debussy said that music is ‘pure emotion’. I approve of that, especially the word ‘pure’. It’s like pure mathematics. Musical emotion is not (necessarily) connected to anything except itself; it’s also not (necessarily) intended. Of course you can sit down to write sad or happy music, but that’s both rather basic and, at one level, manipulative. Music is capable of infinite subtlety.

  Recently, in a cafe, I saw one woman throw another a glance that seemed to embody familiarity, affection, amusement, a little bit of disappointment (not in the other woman but in someone else) and a degree of resignation. How did I know that? How was I able to read this stranger’s face? She said nothing, and if she had, I’d have been too far away to hear. The glance lasted only a second, yet it seemed precise. I don’t know what lay behind the wordless communication and I couldn’t begin to describe the muscular movements of the woman’s face that produced it, yet while I don’t imagine her friend read her face in quite the same way I did, I feel sure I caught the gist of the glance. Did the woman consider how she was setting her expression to convey that complex range of emotions? Did she decide in advance how much to twist her mouth (just a little), how much to raise her eyebrow (a little bit more)? I doubt it.

  This is similar to the way in which music operates and is composed. As with a facial expression, intuition is involved, even when the structure of the music is carefully planned. The precision of movement in facial muscles is not unlike the way a composer might place the notes in a chord, choose the instruments that play those notes, indicate how loudly they play and so on. And like the woman’s expression, the chord is gone in a moment.

  As a composer, I seldom give much thought to the emotion my music conveys as I work with my pitches and rhythms and dynamics, trying to get them right, but I know it’s there and I feel it myself. And like the woman’s wordless glance, my music – I hope – reveals itself without need of explanation, which is just as well because it’s hard to account for pure emotion.

  Sometimes on the radio I have encouraged my guests to grasp the nettle and say what they believe music to be. Father Arthur Bridge, a Sydney parish priest, commissioner of new music and director of Ars Musica Australis, once told me he considered all music to be ‘the voices of angels’. Even if one doesn’t believe in angels, this is quite good because it suggests communication at a level higher than words. The composer Larry Sitsky described music as ‘a telescope into the unknown’, which I like even better. But you see where this is going, don’t you? We’re in the realm of metaphor, of poetry, and try as one might it is hard to escape it. If you want to say what music is, you will end up reaching for an image.

  I haven’t avoided images in this book – you will find rather a lot of them – but I’ve attempted to be as direct and down-to-earth about music as I can. I di
d not especially want to write a memoir. When friends asked me over the past couple of years what the next book would be about, I hedged and said it’s a sort of memoir. As it turns out, that’s fairly accurate.

  In writing my previous books and in making various radio series about music, I’d become aware that I was failing to answer with much clarity three key questions: What is music? What’s it for? And how does it work in our lives? There is no single answer for any of these questions; it must be slightly different for everyone. But the questions belong together. Music doesn’t fully exist unless it is being heard – or looked at on the page by someone who can read musical notation – or unless, perhaps, it is being remembered. It requires a listener, and listeners have lives. As we listen to music, it enters our lives and very often sets up camp there. Any attempt, then, to talk about the significance of music – which is finally what this all comes down to – must be undertaken in relation to life itself, and since my life is the one I know best, here we are … with a sort of memoir.

  I hope you will agree that what follows is more about music than about me; however, I’m aware that, like the people in Local Portraits, I probably reveal myself most when music is my subject.

  1.

  The Monkeys of Colwyn Bay

  They were wearing waistcoats, red with yellow trim; one of them had a fez. One monkey played cymbals and another a drum, a third strummed a guitar, and there was an upright bass.

  The music still rings in my ears: Gerry and the Pacemakers’ ‘How Do You Do It’, Billy J. Kramer and the Dakotas’ ‘Bad to Me’, the Searchers’ version of ‘Sweets for My Sweet’, Johnny Kidd and Pirates’ ‘I’ll Never Get Over You’, Freddy and the Dreamers’ ‘I’m Telling You Now’ and, above all, ‘From Me to You’ by the Beatles.